To follow up on my previous blog I am on Meds - Lexapro (10 mgs) and Wellbutrin (150mgs). I am not a medicine person in fact besides those I take a Blood pressure Medicine as well that the doctor put me on because that has to get in control now after about 10-12 years off the BP Meds. I don't like the idea of man made medicines but I have seen the positive results in my family and loved ones prior and for me right now I need to focus on getting well. I hope that someday I can go to a more natural form of therapy. I am also going to a Physcotherapist that has helped me to open up those buried influences that have been there most of my life. So it's not been just ME it's been me with a lot of help.....